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So [Oct. 25th, 2006|01:48 pm]
The Dream Since The Dawn Of Man
[Current Location |Home]
[mood |pissed offpissed off]
[music |None]

Sometimes I don't fully understand why I get treated like shit from Matthew. He wants to talk about me treating him like shit when its the complete oppiste. Like he says im the "victim" To bad I fucking tell it like it is and I don't add shit into the fucking story to make me sound innocent. I seriously wish he would just give it a fucking rest. Then he says "Well Jo and Nichole or Gianni really don't like you. They think your an annoying whiny bitch" So if thats so fucking true then just don't even fucking talk to me anymore. Don't have me as a friend on AIM or anything beacuse Im so sick of this dramatic bullshit. But sometimes i cant help but fall into his eyes. Hes so fucking hot, everytime he sleeps over no one knows but, i rub his penis until i think hes gonna orgasm, it turns me on so fucking bad, and i know that if he knew i was doing it he would kill me because i am a fat bitch. Thats another thing. When I do repeat things that Matthew says such as so and so doesn't give a shit about me he fucking turns it around and acts as if he never fucking said it. Thats fucking annoying as shit.
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</3 [Aug. 9th, 2006|07:38 pm]
The Dream Since The Dawn Of Man
[Current Location |Home]
[mood |sadsad]
[music |MCR - Helana]

Im fucking bored as shit. Alan should be online but nooooo -_- Hes in fucking Canadiuh --...Fucking maple leafs...


Anyways Billy has been acting werid lately and I just don't get it..Maybe Im the one thats acting werid..To tell you the truth I really don't fucking know. Ive just been understanding hella shit lately and ive been really relying on things that I shouldn't lately...

I need to go school shopping but its really hard beacuse my mom has absolutly no money to spare and its really sad..Beacuse I hate seeing my mom depressed about money like this. Im trying to get a job but nothing seems to ever work.

I miss alot of people..
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XD! Me and Gianni [Jun. 27th, 2006|02:36 pm]
The Dream Since The Dawn Of Man
[Current Location |Home]
[mood |hyperhyper]
[music |Avenue A - If You Where Gay]

MAXIMUM STRENGTH MENSTRUAL RELIEF says:
shannon.
Peach And Lime Daiquiri says:
Yes?
MAXIMUM STRENGTH MENSTRUAL RELIEF says:
i need to tell you something
each And Lime Daiquiri says:
::stares lovingly into his eyes:: is it what i think it is?
Peach And Lime Daiquiri says:
XD
MAXIMUM STRENGTH MENSTRUAL RELIEF says:
i dont think your gonna like me after......
Peach And Lime Daiquiri says:
just fucking tell me
MAXIMUM STRENGTH MENSTRUAL RELIEF says:
......
Peach And Lime Daiquiri says:
- -...
MAXIMUM STRENGTH MENSTRUAL RELIEF says:
i think im falling in love with matt
MAXIMUM STRENGTH MENSTRUAL RELIEF says:
either that or its lust because, i always have to change my pants everytime i c him
Peach And Lime Daiquiri says:
...............
MAXIMUM STRENGTH MENSTRUAL RELIEF says:
im sorry
Peach And Lime Daiquiri says:
Whatever, you know what im just gonna go
Peach And Lime Daiquiri says:
you and matthew can go fuck yourselfs
Peach And Lime Daiquiri says:
i fucking knew it all along
Peach And Lime Daiquiri says:
dumb bitch, hope you guys have fun throwing up together
MAXIMUM STRENGTH MENSTRUAL RELIEF says:
i love him shannon, ...........but he wont love me
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This is where I stop believing [Jun. 25th, 2006|08:51 pm]
The Dream Since The Dawn Of Man
[Current Location |Home]
[mood |complacentcomplacent]
[music |The Used - Let It Bleed]

Yeah..I don't fucking believe him..

I don't believe himCollapse )
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Wow O_O [Jun. 24th, 2006|11:34 pm]
The Dream Since The Dawn Of Man
[Current Location |Home]
[mood |mellowmellow]
[music |Watching Fox and the Hound]

Wow..Ni-guhCollapse )
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Point 1 [Jun. 2nd, 2006|06:35 am]
The Dream Since The Dawn Of Man
[mood |happyhappy]

Heh

So I got up at 5:30 this morning so I could prove to myself (and my mother of corse)
that I can indeed get my ass up. So whos in the shower you ask? My mom ^_^

Im alllll ready


Shannon - 1
Mom - 0
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OMG! [May. 13th, 2006|01:56 pm]
The Dream Since The Dawn Of Man
[Current Location |My House]
[mood |nervousnervous]
[music |P!@TD - Lying is the most fun a girl can]

Mel called
and invited me over her house
tonight


Ohhhh gooodddddddd

::Ish Fucking Nervious::


God Help Me


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I Must Face This... [Apr. 30th, 2006|01:06 am]
The Dream Since The Dawn Of Man
[Current Location |Home]
[mood |coldcold]
[music |Intuition-Staring Off at Nothing]

Okaaayyy
So This Is Gona Be A Vent/Bitch entry

Okay so its fucking cold right now
And
Love completly is for fuckers

Okay call it being jealous
Cause I DONT give a shit </3 How is it That everyone but me can be happy? Ugh Lets See These are the reasons and fuck off if you dont agree 1. Uh lets see IM COMPLETLY HUGE 2. Have you seen my face without makeup? 3. I have poor clothing taste 4. I have no talent what so fucking ever 5. I constantly need attention 6. I suck/Plane and simple So with that said Im completly alone KThaxs</3
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Im Am So [Apr. 24th, 2006|06:09 pm]
The Dream Since The Dawn Of Man
[Current Location |Home]
[mood |sadCryingish]
[music |Nothing]

Done with people
Done with alot of things

I honestly cant take the fact
That every time I think someone likes me
They dont
So
Fuck Rena
Stupid Ugly Bitch
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But if you really loved me... [Apr. 23rd, 2006|04:28 am]
The Dream Since The Dawn Of Man
[Current Location |Home]
[mood |crappyFucked Up]
[music |Coheed and Cambria - Welcome Home]

UGH
FUCK
SHIT
ARG

FUCK HIM
FUCK LOVE
FUCK SHIT
FUCK FAKES
FUCK SCENE KIDS
FUCK DISORDERS
FUCK MEDS
FUCK PLEASURE
FUCK PAIN
FUCK DEPRESSION
FUCK CRYING TILL 5 IN THE MORNING
FUCK MSN
FUCK AIM
FUCK FEELING
FUCK EMOTION
FUCK MY MOM
FUCK ROD
FUCK THIS SHIT
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